Valeria

Valeria

Student and practitioner of ADD (Art Du Déplacement) Follicular thyroid adenoma Rome, Italy (Agostino Gemelli Polyclinic)

"In the summer of 2021, I broke free from this short-lived yet increasingly unpleasant situation. I met amazing people ready to help me regain the health that seemed so distant. Among all these people is also my boyfriend, with whom I have shared, to date, ten years of my life. After moving to Milan to start a master's degree in editorial translation, I embraced the opportunity to start anew in search of a new 'me' — stronger, healthier, bolder, more patient, and more self-confident. Always through that passion which, through ups and downs, has allowed me to become the person I am today. This discipline has given me so much. It has caused me wounds which, through training, willpower, meditation, and determination, I have learned to heal so well that they have become scars, experiences, life lessons — not painful at all but beneficial, positive, and regenerating.

So, perhaps the strongest cure for my lost health has been family, the one that runs through your veins and resides by blood, but also the one acquired through the platonic love of a sport and the people who are part of it.

Constantly having a spotlight on that 'being unwell,' on that weakness that came after surgery which took away not only a part of me physically (the thyroid) but also a part of life that is and forms my spirit and mental health, changes the way you think and act in life. It requires a change of priorities and attention, from yourself personally, but also from those close to you in moments of difficulty like this, who share your moods, not always great.
Sometimes I have felt inhuman. Just a collection, an accumulation of organs and nothing more. Reflecting, thinking something is wrong, and having to remember it often, if not every day, creates a sense of duality in my mind and way of living life. On one side there is you with your illness, your symptoms, and everything that follows. On the other side, there is still you, who lives without that illness. Who at least desires to pretend it doesn’t exist. And then there is everything else, actually, which is life, which never stops and goes on."