Megan

Megan

"Why my mother left, then, I will never know. I have spent endless hours asking God for an explanation as to why He needed to take her away from me so soon. I still need her in my life – I wasn’t ready to let her go so soon. There were still so many things we wanted to do together in this life and so many topics to talk about. If I had known that the time with her would be so short, I would have hugged her a little longer, spent more time with her, opened up about many more things, and shared more of myself and my life with her.
From now on, the only time I can see her or hear her voice is in my dreams. In my dreams, my life returns to normal. My mom is there sitting on the couch in the living room, laughing as she drinks her coffee. But then I wake up and realize that this is no longer my reality. As time goes by, I find it increasingly difficult to believe that this will be my life from now on. Whether I complete my studies, find my first job, get married, or start my own family, she will not be there.
The only place she exists now is in my heart and in my dreams, and I will always carry her with me wherever I go.
Please, visit my dreams soon... I love you, Mom."